Stunting Pains

I'd say that I was experiencing growing pains....but I feel as if my life has halted. My heart hurts often. It's not uncommon for me to feel one word away from a cry fest. At this very moment, my tears are clinging to the edge of my eyes, threatening  to jump at the next sign of despair.....which, at this point, could be as simple as the vending machine not having anymore Dr Pepper.

A Bigger Life

I desperately need to expand my horizons! After living in a new place over a year, I have yet to make friends outside of family. Almost every day I stay in this place. No transportation. God and my husband are all that keep me going. But, I don't want to be a parasite on my husband. I want a world of my own. Not to simply exist when he isn't around, but to thrive and enjoy myself. When he hangs out with friends, I wish I could visit my own as well. Loneliness kicks in, of course. 

These ramblings, pathetic and true...are trivial to some...most even. Like complaining about wet socks and blaming them for ruining your day.